My Battlefield, My War!

I really need to work on this badly!

i dont wanna be an alcoholic,

i dont wanna ruin my life,

i dont wanna ruin my future children's lives,

i wanna be there for my family!!

FUCK!!

I dont wanna end up like the one person i NEVER wanted to be!

Come on PREM, get a hold of youself DAMNIT!!!