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DAY 2

went perfectly fine!!

i miss my gym!!

i really really miss my gym!!

its been quite awhile since i went to my gym!!

its been about 12 hours!!

the personal trainer said i was arching my back but i din realise it leh!

always checked my form before i started!!

but why then??!!

fuck!!

maybe i lack mobility!!

i seriously need to start stretching!!

14 days of rehabilitation starts today!!

Started off with a 10 dollar haircut!!

HAHA!!

TING FONG should be next!!

My aunt would be really proud coz im a champ!!

this post is filled with totally unrelated content!!

HA!!

but i dont give a fuck!!

After every war there is a massive amount of recovery work to be done!!

mend a wounded heart!

straighten out a lost mind!

Fill up an empty soul!

regain a battered composure!

rehabilitate the weak body!

rediscover the fighting spirit!

J SITHI, WE MISS YOU!!

what more do i have to face??!

DAD = GONE!

MONICA = GONE!

JEEVA ATHAI= GONE!

J SITHI = GONE!!

Maybe im next?!

who knows??!!

my first post on my new notebook is one which is heart wrenching!!

as many people know that the people who cared for me more than my own mother were my aunt & grandmother!!

i love these two people more than my own mother!!

my aunt was more like a mother to me!!

she gave me a shelter to LIVE in when my own mother kicked me out ages ago!!

she bailed me out whenever i got locked up!!

she paid the court my fine to get me released!!

she bought me a laptop when i needed to be enrolled in poly!!

the list just goes on!!

and now when its my turn to give back,

SHE HAS LESS THAN A MONTH TO LIVE!!!

SHE HAS END STAGE METASTATIC BREAST CANCER!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!!

ive lost my dad,

ive lost my Monica,

ive lost another close aunt,

and now someone who has been a mother figure to me!!

WHY???

WHY??

WHY??

I can honestly say that no one else i personally know has gone through the kinda hell ive been through!!

LIFE's A BITCH ISNT IT??!!

MEMBER?!

oh hell yeah!!

fuck i never thought i would join this kinda big gyms but i was just so impressed by the damn gym that i actually signed up!!

this would be a great stepping stone to have a more all-rounded workout rather than the same old boring one which ive been doing at a sub-standard SSC gym!!

its not that expensive afterall!!

REDHILL GYM:

Per entry: $2.50

Per Month:$30

Transport: $1.30

Per month:$15.60

TOTAL: $45.60

TRUE FITNESS:

TOTAL: $1700

Per month: $47.22

DIFFERENCE: $1.60!!

$1.60= Access to six clubs,

wider range of awesome equipments,

walking distance to office,

NO GAYS (thats why i din sign up with cali),

later waking up time=longer sleep,

EXTRA MOTIVATION TO GO GYM REGULARLY!!!

so ultimately its a totally correct decision!!

removed previous post coz i could not stand the sight of the dog & the other mofo i mentioned about in my blog!!

its been awhile!

too many things happening around me yet again!

my life is like a damn movie man!

anyway recently stomp n razor tv has been talkin about men carrying their gfs' hangbags!!

well firstly they are not men,

they're BI!

MEN like ME dont carry n will never carry a women's handbag!!

NEVER!!

even if she was Angelina Jolie!!

many Singaporean guys lose their fucking manhood by doing this disgusting act!!

&

carrying a manbag is equivalent to carrying a women's handbag!!

SO BE A MAN & DO or CARRY THE RIGHT THING!!!

ill try my best to blog more often!!

TO NOV: there is nothing to be objective about here!!! its totally GAYYYYYYY!!!

sometimes its a chore to be born an Indian!!

all u do is shave,

shave,

shave

and SHAVE!!

damn it!!

but the only thing im glad that im an Indian for is that the Africans are closely related to us!! (if u know what i mean) HAHA!!

YOU FUCKING HELL GO TO GYM EVERY MONDAY!!

understand???!!

no more chances!!

if you ever wanna keep fit , you fucking start your week in the gym!!

stop giving me this fucking excuses!!

excuses will only make you weak!

like a pathetic homo!!

So, Prem from next week you are going to the gym on mondays by hook or crook!!!

CCB!!

went over to visit my aunt's family to see how they were coping with the loss!!

it felt good to see all of them!!

yet i felt sad when i saw them!!

it felt good to talk to my uncle about life n such!

but it was difficult seeing him trying to put on a strong front so that we dont worry too much about him!!

it felt good to see my lil cousins smiling!!

but it was painful knowing that they're crying behind that smile!!

FUCK YOU CANCER!! SERIOUSLY!!

IF YOU HAD A MOM ILL FUCK HER TOO!!

i definitely need perseverance!!

damn!

ive been too caught up with the shit that has been sending seismic waves through my life that ive forgotten the importance of this blog!!

its exactly like what November said other than the fact that its gives him strength cause it actually GIVES ME THE STRENGTH!!

it puts my mind in place!

it gives me a focus!

it gives my brain enough stimulus to keep dementia at bay(for now!!)

Fuck i needed this damn post badly man!!

Ive lost yet another loved one to cancer!!!

yeah FUCK that shit!

Life is never easy!

even if you're a rich ass

or smart a ass

or just a blonde ass!!

oh wait sorry, the blonde's life is pretty easy!!

just spreading the legs!!

but the point here is that what does not kill us will make us stronger!

So when the going gets tough, the tough gets going!

cant think of anymore cliches already!

fuck!

a good man becomes great because he knows when to pull up his socks n also when to pull down his pants!!

the last couple of days have been really rocky!

it has me feeling on the edge all the time!

like im gonna just erupt anytime!

Optical 88 is really really getting on my nerves!

fucking incapable management!!!

I dont take disrespect lightly!!

Im on the verge of losing yet another loved one to cancer!

Fuck this shit man!!

A fresh new start!!

not one that im totally happy to embark on.

nevertheless i still have to look forward!

i lost a girlfriend BUT found a new best friend (that sounds utterly gay & 'secondary school')

there is something else i learnt from this whole ordeal!

and that is im NUMB!!

i dont feel pain anymore!

i think ive lost it!

ive became a heartless creature!!

i sat in the ward talking to my aunt who probably has weeks to live and yet i could not feel a thing!

too much has happened in life that ive become a ZOMBIE!!!

anyone's mom a ZOMBIE??!!